Beyloo ;D

2009-09-30T22:02:00.002+08:00

HEY ! HEY ! HEY ! Great eiy , lonq time neh update . Hahahas . Its like dead owlreadi larhh . Hahahs . Soriee fr the MIA . School todays were okeiy . To me , each day skewl lyke th same . so damn bored can ! hmmm . Today sci lssn i go lower sec reccess to eat . Hahaha . Damn hunqry larhh . Ate with dewikechiiq . Hmm . Upper sec recess sit behind class hear song & at th same time make noise cm biase ahr . Aft skewl went bck hm chnqe shirt then go out slack under void deck awhile . Then go so called a mini gathering fr DK peeps . Blaa .. Blaaa . Blaaaa . And the blaaaa continues until dhe tawu stop sendiri . Aft tht go Zilan Seafood . Th instrutor treats as chicken rice taw ! Sedap larh weiy ! Aft tht teman nut and lydiaa go cut hair .. Then went hm lyke ard 8+ . Thts all dudes & babes !

2009-08-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

Helloooo . Soriee uhr kae taq bloq .
Dunno whart to bloq larh . Huahua ..
Talk bout today kae ppl .
PE
Arqhhh ! Don't talk bout PE cause i hate tht lssn .
No Offence guys .

EL
Enqlish half way dead shial . Nqantok shiol .
Talk bout dunno whart larhh .

EBS
EBS startinq was okeii . Th middle part startinq to fall asleep .
hahaha . two times lagy . Thn Ms Aisha knock my table asked me to
copy down smth . so i wrote whart she wrote on th board .

RECESS
Eat thn qo study corner fr Remedial Lssn .

MATHS
Maths aslo rase cm naq tdo . Bt i tahan uhr takot Mr Tay memekak .
Today Maths a bit weird cause Mr Tay did'nt called me go out to do
Maths qauestion . Baik uhr siaq . lol .

Aft Mtahs gort class photo takinq . I go toilet btol kan rambot .
Huahua .. Thn i so happy i get to sit infront cause i short mahh .
Bluekx ~! hahahas . so sat beside Ivan & DewiKechiiq . We do Formal ferst .
Then Informal . Informal semuaa mukerq stop it siaq . even me shiol . lol .
Who cares larh kan . Can't wait fr the Yearbook 2009 . See my idiotic face .
lol . Dah uhr shut up . No nid ketawe kan ayte . ahhahah .

Bye ~!

2009-07-27T23:15:00.001+08:00

Hey3 ! hahaha .. Actually nth to bloq uhq . dunno whart to bloq .
hehehhe . Bey naq marah uhq nieq ? rembat aru tawu . lol !
Pape shah bloq jeq uhq kae (: . Peace yaw ass hole !

2009-07-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

Helooo !
Today veh funny larh kan .
Endinq of my day was like ,
kelakar ? u can say that . lols .
Went i & her dah kat bus stop ,
we sat side by side while waitinq fr the bus to came .
soooo , we sat down . kte dudok tapi taq bobal .
Actually i wanna say smth to her bt paiseh uqh .
i can see tht she's paiseh too . hahaa .
taq peq . bagi chance larh cause smlm aru jeq stead .
hehehe . so we sat side by side bt nv talk .
Until th bus came like 7 mins gytu .
At last she talk . Rupernyer cumerq ckp bye jeq .
So i replied bye to her back . So she boarded th bus .
Hahahaha .. kelakar sheii . I promise i wont do tht aqain kae .
Huahuahua ! byeee .

I L O V E Y O U H ~ !

2009-07-17T18:00:00.002+08:00

Hellloooooo .
Music
Music was quite okeii .
hmm . Play guitar like KKS sheii shah .
lol !

MT
Had Mly Test .
Sikit perh susah . hehehe .
Mt all th way laugh like mad kid .
ahhahs .

English
Bwat enqlish Worksheet .
Enqlish class maot borinq sheii .
Dhe peh bobal bwat shah tdo uqh .
bt tryinq to fight with my eyes frm fallinq asleep
cause lau tdo kener squad cm itik . hahaha !

Recess
Tarq mamam uqh cause Irahh and Ifahh dowan .
So terpakse ikot drq uqh ..

Maths
Darh due hari Miss Huda teach shah peh class
cause Mr Tay on Reservice . hahaha ..
Bes juqerq taw dhe ader reservice .
ahhahas . Went thru Cumulative Practice 6 .
Lepas tuhh end of skewl .

Meet Lala , Akin , Amy , Aquila , Nut & Fit .
Went to Hg Point to buy cake fr Lydia's Birthday .
Then headed to the Spaceship Plygrd .
Lala , Nut & Aquila went to fetch Lydia .
Kte semua sembunyi kat blakanq pillars waitinq fer
Lydia to come . Lepas dhe dtq , dhe nmpk cake tuhh ,
Dhe teros pekik sheii . Hahaha . Hahaha ..
Kte nyanyi kan dhe Birthday Sonq .
Ate & Went home .

Urghh ! Can't wait tomorrow sheii !
Lydia's Birthday Outinq .
Weee-wiit ! Jumper drg kol 12pm thn drq ckp aleq kol 9pm .
Heh . I dunno if my mum let nort . Nvm , we shall see yaw !
Till here .

Shld i ?

2009-07-14T19:25:00.004+08:00

Hellooo ..
Lazy to bloq uhr nowadays .
Wanna knw somethinq ?
Iym startinq to lyke MATHS .
Believe it or nort ?
NN i really lve Algebraic Manipulation Chap .
Dulu shah benci narq mampos sheii tuhh chap .
haha ! now i dont ..
hmm .. if you all do nort knw , i chnged olreadi .
Frm bcominq pemalas , now narq jadi rajin .
Frm startinq to hate Maths smp dah uker maths .
i will keep this attitude urp .
i wish i pass my EOY Maths . *finger crossed*
Yeah .. lau shah pass maths ,
i really3 want to thank Mr Tay .
If you all did nort knw , Monday to Thurs i had maths remedial biler time reccess .
Tht means Monday to Friday 30 mins reccess jerq fr me .
Sad karn . tapii tarq perh .
till here peeps !
Chaos !

2009-07-13T15:44:00.005+08:00

Thts the vid last Sat Perf .
Hahhaha .. i can hear suare Athirah clearly siaq .
hahas .. Akin bwat kecoh gyler sheii ..
Too bad , laki tarq dgr ..
kental uh laki .. sal tarq ley dgr sheii ..
Sadd u know .. Shah darh pekik cm rumah terbakar pon tarq ley dgr .

2009-07-09T19:51:00.004+08:00

Mark in the brackets on the things you have done:

[x]Smoke - YEAH !
[ ]Drink Alcohol - Taq dap urh !
[x]Skipped School Without Mc - Lols . Sometimes .
[x]Skipped Lessons On Purpose - Yeah ! Like everyday .
[x]Hurt Someone Physically - All the times .
[x]Hurt Someone Emotionally - Recently ):
Total: 5/7

[ ]Killed Someone - Nehh . Never !
[x]Vandalised - Yeah (:
[x]Cursed Someone - Hehe . yar yar yar !
[ ]Killed An Animal - Nop (:
[x]Littered - Hahaha .. Yeah .
[x]Chew Gum in S'pore - Nobody Cares u see .
[x]Public Nuisance - Luar skewl nqn dlm skewl samerh jeq . Ttp Gyler !
Total: 5/7

[x]Drink Blood - Yeah , Think so .
[ ]Fringe Too Long - Urgh ! i hate lonq frinqe . lyke cb lyke tht . Irritatinq .
[ ]Wear Eyeliner(For Guys) - Look weird on me ?
[ ]Wear Nail Polish(For Guys)- Eww , no pleash .
[ ]Cheated On Someone - Entarh eyk .
[x]Lied - Like everytime .
[x]Racism - Tarq eran larrh weii .
Total: 3/7

[ ]Had Sex - After married .
[ ]Rape someone - No way dude !
[ ]Spit In Public - Tarq pernah . cm pala wengki tol !
[x]Broke Other People's Stuff - Accidentally .
[x]Hugged/Kissed Someone Of Opposite Sex(Not Including Family)- Did !
[ ]Hugged/Kissed Someone Of Same Sex(Not Including Family)- I'm nort gay ppl !
[x]Ended A Love Relationship - Yeah .
[x]Ended A Friendship - Yeah .
[x]Watched Porn- Anerh nyer laki sheii tarq engok .
[x]Smuggled Something - Food In Class .
[x]Eat in class - Yeah !
Total: 7/11

[x]Steal - Did !
[x]Scam people money - Hahaha ! Danial (:
[x]Hurt Yourself On Purpose - Durh .
[x]Spied On People- Usd to last time .
[x]Threw Stuff Down Your Window - Did tht just nw . lols .
[x]Thought Of Suicide - Ocassionally .
[x]Cheat On Exams/Tests - Hehehe . Yeah .
[x]Wrote Death Notes - Nehh .
[x]Threw Away Food - Sometimes lau darh full .
[x]Threw Away Money - 5c is nothing to me
[ ]Cut Yourself On Purpose - Nerh . Nort emo .
[ ]Gone To See A Therapist/Psychiatrist - I wish urh ! hahaha !
[x]Hate Someone - Of Course !
[x]Wished Someone Dead - Never sheii !
Total: 12/14

[x]Drew On The Faces In Newspapers - Skrq pun maseh bwat . hehe . lau mendark urh .
[x]Made Fun Of People On The News - Sometimes .
[ ]Made Fun Of The Governement - Tarq . hehes .
[ ]Took Sides With The Bad Guys - Tarrq . gd boii tawuk !
[ ]Fought In Gang War - Nerh !
[x]Bullied someone - Yar !
[ ]Been Suspected Of Something - Lom pernah agy . yeah !
Total: 3/7

Overall: 35/53

Results:
: 10 or below - What an angel
: 11 to 14 - Small mistakes
: 15 to 24 - Juvenile children
: 25 to 29 - Troublesome kid
: 30 to 34 - Defiant teen
: 35 to 40 - Troubleseeker
: 41 and above - Troublemaker

HAHAHA ! I'm a Troubleseeker sheii ! Lols .

2009-07-02T16:13:00.003+08:00

Hey !
Thursday
Morning wake up at 6.45am .
Get out of the house by 7.15am .
Fuck ! I'm late bodow ..
Rush to skewl .
Otw goinq to class ,
laguu pon dah bisinq .
Reach class right in time beybeh !
After the morning assem , gort MT .
Heng urh nhari taqkdeh Mly Presentation .
Bt ckg asked to send her the Proj thru email .
After Mly was Science .
For my grp , kte naqk kener gy Bio Lab for Science lssn .
I took the lift cause penat urh naqk kener naek tangge .
At Bio Lab didnt pay attention .
All the way doinq own stuff .
After Sciene was Ebs .
Nasiib baek nhari bawak Ebs book lau taqk kener fine .
We go Comp Lab 3 for Ebs .
Naqk kener bwat aperh tahh .
Instead doinq the assignment Mdm Aisha gave ,
i go surf the net .
hahahas .
After Ebs , Recess larh wey !
Ate Macaroni Chesse .
Last period was Maths .
Ferst question jeqk dah paggil shah .
hahha . bagii muker blur kat Mr Tay .
hahaha . i did the question wrongly .
alaaa , cumer ckit jeqk peh .
hahaha . 1 whole hour tuhh very tirinq sheii .
cm naqk tertdo . after skewl straight away go home .
hehehe . good boii mahh . lols !
I will update frequently ohkhei .
Byee .

2009-06-30T16:36:00.004+08:00

Hello .
Alerrmak , long time taqk post sheii .
Nnti orqq inqat shah dah mati lakk .
hahaha , mulot mintaq kener sepak .
hahha . Sorrie did'nt post for such a lonq time .
Quite buzy urh . Cm phm !
Btw , gtg urh . I will keep this blog alive alrighty .
chaos !

2009-05-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth ?
- yeah, i think.

Where were you last night ?
- on the couch, sleeping.

What is today's date ?
- Friday, 080509

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe ?
- Hazlin ;DD

Anyone crushing on you ?
- Ader , think so uh .

What is your relationship status ?
- Single ; Available .

Has anyone ever sang to you ?
- Yeah , lol .

Has anyone ever given you roses ?
- Classmates (:

Who do you text the most ?
- Hazlin uhh , abehh !

How do you make your money ?
- How would i know ?

First person to text today ?
- Pp8 abez cmenr naqk mcg kan ?

What is your favourite colour ?
- Black, red & green .

What color are your eyes ?
- Dark brown.

How tall are you ?
- 160cm . Pendek kann ? Dah diam uhh .

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when ?
- Forget uh . Hee ;D .

Do you like your parents ?
- I dont like them, i love them .

Do you secretly like someone ?
- Hmm , Yeahs .

How does your last relationship end ?
- No need know ehh . Sebok jeq .

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone ?
- Hazlin .

Where is the furthest place you've traveled so far ?
- New Delhi , India .

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep ?
- Both .

Do you look more like your mom or your dad ?
- Mixed .

How long does it takes for you to shower ?
- 10-15 mins .

Are you flexible ?
- In what ?

What did you do on New Years Eve ?
- Luper uhh beyb .

Was your mom there ?
- Yurrp .

Can you speak any other language than English ?
- Malay , My language (:

How many hours of sleep did you get last night ?
- 5 hours . Hahaha .

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car ?
- Never .

Are you scared of flying ?
- Nope , i love it (:

What do you sleep in ?
- Obviously not full naked right ! Of course uhh shirt and shorts .

Who was the last person you kissed ?
- Can't rmbr .

Do you like funny people or serious people ?
- Obviously , funny . Saper mau layan serious people shey .

What are you listening to ?
- Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You .

What jewelry you wear all the time ?
- Hello , i'm a guy (: .

What do you have planned for tonight ?
- Watch tv 'til 11pm & maybe otf thn sleep .

Do you prefer myspace or socialsplash ?
- What animal is that ?

Do you have a favorite item of clothing ?
- Open my wardrobe & see for urself .

Do you like messages or comments better ?
- Messages.

Last movies you saw at the cinema ?
- Twilight . Sedih shiol . dah lamer shey .

2009-05-08T18:05:00.013+08:00

HEY ! Alerrmak , lamer siol taqk post . Hmm , shah ngah buzy uh nowadays with exam . Hahaha . Bbl world siol . Haha . Hmm . These week is the exam week till Next Thurs .

Monday - Englsh Paper 1 [ Boley uh bwat ey ;D ]
Tuesday - Mother Tougue [ Senang shiol ! ]
Wednesday - Ebs [ Section A&B , boley uh . ]
Thursday - Maths Paper 1 [ Susah naqk mampos . ]
Friday - CPA [ Susah jugak uh shey . haish . ]

Itu uh exam shah . still got some more kae .
Shah taqk revise pon taw . Taqk pegang buku pon shey . Hahaha . Harap2 pass ey . Amin (: .

2009-03-15T18:24:00.002+08:00

Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth ?
- yeah, i think.

Where were you last night ?
- on the bed, sleeping.

What is today's date ?
- Sunday, 15 march 2009

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe ?
- Fally uhh (:

Anyone crushing on you ?
- dont know ehh .

What is your relationship status ?
- Single ; Unavailable .

Has anyone ever sang to you ?
- yeah , lol .

Has anyone ever given you roses ?
- Classmates (:

Who do you text the most ?
- Fally uhh , abehh !

How do you make your money ?
- how would i know ?

First person to text today ?
- Fally (:

What is your favourite colour ?
- black, red & green .

What color are your eyes ?
- dark dark brown.

How tall are you ?
- 159cm . Pendek kann ? Dah diam uhh .

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when ?
- Fally , Sunday .

Do you like your parents ?
- i dont like them, i love them .

Do you secretly like someone ?
- Hmm , Yeahs .

How does your last relationship end ?
- No need know ehh . Sebok jeq .

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone ?
- Fally , think so .

Where is the furthest place you've traveled so far ?
- New Delhi , India .

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep ?
- Both .

Do you look more like your mom or your dad ?
- Mixed .

How long does it takes for you to shower ?
- 10-15 mins .

Are you flexible ?
- In what ?

What did you do on New Years Eve ?
- Luper uhh beyb .

Was your mom there ?
- Yurrp .

Can you speak any other language than English ?
- Malay , My language (:

How many hours of sleep did you get last night ?
- Countless . Hahaha .

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car ?
- Never .

Are you scared of flying ?
- Nope , i love it (:

What do you sleep in ?
- Obviously not full naked right ! Of course uhh shirt and shorts .

Who was the last person you kissed ?
- Can't rmbr .

Do you like funny people or serious people ?
- Obviously , funny . Saper mau layan serious people shey .

What are you listening to ?
- Britney Spears - Shattered Glass .

What jewelry you wear all the time ?
- Hello , i'm a guy (: .

What do you have planned for tonight ?
- Watch tv 'til 11pm & maybe otf thn sleep .

Do you prefer myspace or socialsplash ?
- What animal is that ?

Do you have a favorite item of clothing ?
- Open my wardrobe & see for urself .

Do you like messages or comments better ?
- Messages.

Last movies you saw at the cinema ?
- Twilight .

2009-03-14T15:15:00.003+08:00

Hello !
hahahas ..
Lets talk bout Yesterday yaww ..
Started class with Science ,
haha , i get back my Sci Test .
Biakkkk perhq , shah dapat 7/30 fr Science Test .
Hahah , who cares . Lols .
Thn Followed by English ,
Yes uhh ! Itu cikgu taq datang . Hahaha ..
Aper lagy , Bwat kecohh uhh !
Hahahas ..
Thn Followed by Ebs ,
As usual ,
Ms Aisha Bagi work to do .
Shah bwat uhh , dah abiz teros pass up thn dpt guler (:
Hahaha , guler kecyk jeq .
Tkp shah amekk jeq .
Thn Recess uhh ! Weeeeh !
After Recess , Maths uhh shey .
Ader Maths Test .
Hahaha , confirm fail uhh .
Not even finish doing time out already ! Siak !
lols ..
After skul , Go backk hm .
Bath , Change , Eat and chao .
Then meet Afifah kat under th block .
Thn we headed to My lift and naik smp tingkat 12 ,
Thn lepak saner .
Thn went fr Npcc .
Tiringg uhh shey !
After npcc , Headed to Bubble Tea Shop .
Thn went back to skul teman Afifah tunggu Bapak dierh fetch dierh
Ater her bapak dah amik dierh , headed to bus stop hantar Yayat pulak .
Lecehh siaa tu budak !
Thn dierh dah naik bus , thn balik uhh aper lagy .
Dah smp umah ,
Bath , Eat , Play Com .
Itu uhh Shah nyer day yaw .
hahas .

Fally , sorry ehh bout smlm coz i dah tdo uhh tkleh otf wit u .. Hahahah , ngantok sgt2 . Sorry yer . Niari night i kol u kae . hahahs .

Till here people (:

2009-03-07T13:35:00.008+08:00

Hello ! Kae , kae .. Shah dahh chnge skin yaww .
hahas . Kae shhhh ! Hmm , today just rote at hm .
hahas .. Tkp , Shah dah biase kae ;D
Btw , 18-21 March shah won't be in S'pore coz going to Bintan fr Adventure Camps . Haha , confirm gerek punyer .
Lagyy2 ngn kwn beylooku ! Hahahs ..
Kae , kae .
Till here ppl ;D

Goodbye have a nice day may god bless u guys ;D

2009-02-28T22:41:00.003+08:00

Its hurt alot down here .

BABYLOVE !

2009-02-22T14:22:00.001+08:00

Syahirah ,
What a nice giirl to know !

i still love you baby .

2009-02-01T13:14:00.001+08:00

I'm looking at this wall
Repeating "girl i love you".
Just take your pick,
They're all the same.
These things that you are telling me
can't really show me how you feel.
I'm breaking down.
I'm falling down.
But now I'm breathing.
And now I am scared to move.
Dont listen to a word I tell you,
Just take me by my hand
And I swear I'll make this up to you.

So now you want me to fix everything.
But baby theres so much and so little time to.
Replace the things I've broken,
Ripped apart, and thrown away.
You can say that you dont miss me.
I think about you everyday.

Do you know
How this feels to see your face when I close my eyes.
Bet you know,
How it feels to be the only thing that matters now.

2009-01-27T23:08:00.004+08:00

1. Afifah
2. Athirah
3. Hidayat
4. Natasha
5. Amielia
6. Aquila
7. Akinn
8. Lala
9. Akin
10. Pontianak ! Huhu .
11. Sufi
12. Mannan
13. Wahyuni
14. Arifian
15. Shafiq Mok
16. Nabilah
17. Shafiqah SJAB
18. Shafiq Gigs
19. Ahlep
20. Fitri

Wow ! all malay name ehh ?
hahaha .. not to be racist ehh XD
Moving on.

1.How did you meet 14?
{Arifian} School. (:

2.What would you do if you never met 10?
{Pontianak !} Lucky gylerr ehh !

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated ?
{Fitri & Akin} Ewww ! Akin , kau jgn dated ngn bangla ehh (:

4.Did you ever like 19?
{Ahlep} Like as a friend (:

5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
{Aquila & Shafiqah SJAB} Itu kalau drgg lesbiana ehh . XD

6.Describe 3.
{Hidayat} His hobby is swimming . Every Sat , he will go swimming -.- .

7.Do you think 8 is attractive?
{Lala} Erm , entahh .

9.Do you know any of 12's family?
{Mannan} Totally No !

10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
{Sufi} That guy is straight okayy .

11.What language does 15 speak?
{Shafiq Mok} English, Malay etc. etc

12.Who is 9 going out with?
{Akin} Her partney , LALA !

13.How old is 16 now?
{Nabilah} 14, 15?

14.When was the last time you talked to 13?
{Wahyuni} Friday.

15.Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
{Athirah} Dier minah jiwangg ahh .

16.Would you date 7 ?
{Akinn} bolehh ahh ngn kakak horny . Opps , sorry !

17. Is 15 single ?
{Shafiq Mok} Yes !

18.What's 10's last name?
{Pontianak} Tu pmpn anak luar nikah tarrq ? hahahaha !

19.Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11 ?
{Sufi} Like i said , straight !

20.What school does 3 go to?
{Hidayat} XMS.

21.Where does 6 live?
{Aquila} Bishan .

22.Whats your favourite thing about 5?
{Amielia} dier ehh ? hmm , u guess ahh .

Aquila , i took it frm your blog ehh ..
jangan marahh (:

2009-01-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

Forget you as a girlfriend , remember you as a friend .. How's that ? hahaha ..

It all ends here .

2009-01-27T20:58:00.004+08:00

Yeahhh .. I guess it all ends here XD .. No more fight about this childish quarrel yeahh ? Thnks alot by the wayy .. But , are we still gonna be friends again ?

And Akin ! i still remember your advice okayy !

2009-01-26T23:33:00.004+08:00

I guess i made a mistake .. Wht i mean is super duper alot of mistake okayy . I just wanna sayy sorry to you for wht i done ..

Confused !

2009-01-26T17:53:00.002+08:00

You asked me to change to the old me coz u hate it whn i changed it to the new me right ? Four your sacked , i changed for you okayy .. Yet , now u had changed to the new you ... I seriously dont understand okayy ..

2009-01-25T11:58:00.002+08:00

I just want you back but i knw , you wont let me be with you forever . I guess i shld just continue with my life and just forget about you along the wayy ..

erghhh !

2009-01-23T23:08:00.003+08:00

" Whd do you think man, you wanna end friendship just bcos of this? just stop being paranoid and dont wait for me, cos i dont think yr definition of the 'old me' will nvr come back again. Just move on and find someone with your standards/qualifications. Whoever it is. It wont be me . "

YEAHH , I seriously wanna end this friendship . Coz its the same thing if we continue our friendship coz we will fight about no reason and you ask me stop being paranoid ? Hello , u think you are 100% perfect . Not every human is perfect you see . I guess we will go our own wayy .. Its much better .. And do you realise tht just now i didnt even talk to you or look at you coz i knw tht if i will talk to you , you just say a few words .. And i dont even knw whyy your ' old you ' will nvr come back again ? Is it because of me you change ? I need an answer seriously .. Dont ever think tht i will wait for you coz if you were like this , who wants you back .. And i dont take someone who is the same standards/qualifications as me okayy . I treat every girl the same .. You could not tell okayy that it wont be you coz ' jodoh di atas tuhan ' . And you must believe this ... I guees you and yayat are getting closer yeahh .. I can see .. Hope you with him last long if someday you both stead .

Yeahh , i guess .

2009-01-22T23:40:00.002+08:00

" oh and you. well, im starting to regret every moment. i've been miserable. dont blieve, ask around . you think its great right. so far all i see is paranoid-ness . thts not love. my faked friendship? or those plastic words? im not seeing the full picture."

Yeahh .. i read this post okayy ... i knw you refering to me coz of my previous post right ? Wht you mean by starting to regret every moment ? Yeahh i knw thts not love because i knw you dont love me anymore . For wht you cared bout my previous post ? You dont love me anymore wht . Just treat my previous post not meant fr you i guess .
And Happy 14th Birthday To You . Are we still gonna continue our friendship or just end it here ? You decide .

erghhh !

2009-01-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

Yes , i am starting to store hatred for girls . I believe , i am starting to hate girls , being in relationship . and because of you* , your faked friendship , and had carved a place in my heart , everything i usually do , reminds me of you . its not cool okayy .

Terbelit nyer budak !

2009-01-20T21:29:00.004+08:00

Cintaku Dipermainkan (:

2009-01-18T23:56:00.003+08:00

Tidakkah engkau tahu sayang ,
Betapaku sayang padamu .
Engkaulah insan yg ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya .
Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku .
Kasih dan sayang kini tiada ,
Pilunya di hatiku ...

Kini kau berubah ...
Kau tak seperti dulu .
Mengapa sayang mengapa ,
Engkau jadi begini .

Kini aku menyesal mencintaimu .
Kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya .
Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan .
Engkau membuatku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang .

Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yg sudah kita bina .
Ini kalau tak sayang lagi berterus terang padaku .
Jangan lah engkau menyiksa ku .
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung ,
dugaan cinta yg kau beri terhadap diriku .

Sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu .
Kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu .
Cuba kau rasakan apa yg telah ku rasa .
Kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku .
Kini airmata pun mula mengalir .
Engkau masih belum berubah ,
Engkau tetap sama .

Kini aku meminta maaf ,
kerna hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu ohh sayang ...
Lepaskan aku ,
Bebaskan aku ,
Pergilah sayang
Jangan kembali lagi...
Ahh Ahh Ahh ..
Ahh Ahh Ahh ..
Ahh Ahh Ahh ..

Cintaku Dipermainkan ...

Memang Khilafku :)

2009-01-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

Memang khilafku , Menyayangimu .
Memang khilafku , Menyintaimu .
Tapi ku tahu , Semua itu .
Tak akan kembali lagi .

Bukan ku pinta , Segunung janji .
Tidak ku harap , Sinaran ini .
Cuma ku ingin , Setulus kasih .
Bahagia kekal selamanya .

Oh ... , Oh Natasha ...
Senyummu , Enggan pergi .
Tawamu , Mengiringi .
Wajahmu , Ku terbayang .
Hadirmu...dalam mimpi .
Seumpama bidadari .
Potretmu , ku tetapi .
Mengharap kau kembali .

Memang ku rindu , Saat bersamamu .
Memang tak mampu , Melupakanmu .
Cuma ku mahu kau ada di sisiku .
Oh marilah oh sayangku ....

The Script - The Man Who Cant Be Moved !

2009-01-18T13:19:00.004+08:00

The Man Who Cant Be Moved - The Script

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

Still loving you :D

2009-01-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

Seriously In Love With You !

Fucking girl !

2009-01-10T00:45:00.005+08:00

EHHHH BUDAK !
Saper siaa terasa ?
Lu lehhh relek tepi suaaa ..
kau apahal siaa ?
tarrq puas hati lagyyy perhh ?
Kalau tarrq puas hati , kat skola kau face to face ahhh ngn aku ..
Ingat aper aku takot perrh siaa ngn kau ?
tolakk sikitt dah nangis ..
Kentalan bodow kau !
Nakk stepp maner nyer minah , EHH BOLEYH JALAN AHH KAU !
TAKDER HARAPAN NAK JADI MINAH BODOW KAU NAK MAMPOS !
Bagus siaa on last thursdayy kener tangkapp .. Serve you right bitch !
Mukerr & rambot mintakk kener sepakk siaa ..
Belakang aku nak stepp maner nyer kentalan minahh , kat skola mcm budak innocent mintak kener rembat siaa !
Kalau dah pengecot ckpp jer lahhh siaaa !
Babi btol !

Pheeeww , at last finish talking bout this mother fucking bitch girl !
Geramm siaa aku ngn dier ..
Btw Lala ori punyer not imitation , aku buat ni untk kau fr FREE ..
Takk ya charge aku , aku ihklas ..
Budak ni cumer kurang kasi sayang and kentalan jubs tapi nak step maner nyer Big Fuck ponn aku tak tawu .
Aku akan tolong kau smp dier dah apologise kat kau ..
Cheyy shah , mcm phm siaa ..
lol !
kk aku tawu aku busterd nyer anak tapi budak tu mmg tarrq puas hati , bagi ahhh .
lol .
k ahh , Bye people !

Nut , aku nak patch alekk ngn kau , tapi aku tawu kau taknk ..
Perangai aku dah over limit kau kann ?
thts whyy u dont wanna accept me back .
Love shah (:

2009-01-08T21:08:00.004+08:00

YEAH !
HURRICANES OVER !
AT LAST !

2009-01-07T21:29:00.002+08:00

Now you've changed .
You're not like before .
Why ?
Why did you become like this ?

Now I regret for loving you .
For my love have been betrayed
Till there's no limit .

My faith in love faded .
You make me love no longer .

Why did you betray ,
the love we've build ?
Now you don't love me ,
Please tell me

Don't you suffer me ?
I can't take it any longer .
The love that I gave
To myself ,
The heart cry
Until to your heart ,
You don't care about me
Like before .

Try to feel what I felt .
For I'm sure
You will regret my love .

My tears streamed down
You're not changing ,
You're still the same .

Now I'm asking for forgiveness .
For my heart has closed up ,
For you, my love .

I knw is like emotional .. But what to do ..

Its Over ..

2009-01-07T20:15:00.004+08:00

Heyy , sorry if aku dah starting to avoid kau .. Ni bukan aku sengaje , but my life make me too .. i hate it seriously .. Whyy must this happened ehhh ... ? I tried not to avoid u but u make me like this .. I had changed since we broke up .. i knw lahhh kau ckpp u are not at my standard anymore .. but think ahhh seyhh , sooner or later kau akan jadi same as my standard .. it just the matter of time onlyy and patience ... But i still love you seriouslyy ... I will not sms u anymore until u started to sms me .. i will wait fr your sms ... And i cant bear to be seperated frm u . k ahhh .. thts all ppl .. otakk ngh blanko .. Dah takk tawu nak type aper lagyyy ... But i hope u will changed seriously .. No joke oke ..

I love you baby !

HELLO 2009 !

2009-01-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

HELLO 2009 !

GOODBYE 2008 !

Countdown ...

2008-12-31T00:15:00.001+08:00

0 more day to countdown && submission oh my work . [ Omgorrd ! Have'nt finish ! ]
1 more days to HELLO 2009 !
2 more days to skul and will be meeting my love ones.. wheee ~!

I will do this until everything over mann ..
hahaha ..
byee ..

Countdown ...

2008-12-30T01:02:00.004+08:00

1 more day to countdown && submission oh my work .
2 more days to HELLO 2009 !
3 more days to skul and will be meeting my love ones.. wheee ~!

I will do this until everything over mann ..
hahaha ..
byee ..

Froze

2008-12-28T17:26:00.005+08:00

[Verse 1:]
I've lost my temperature
Where've all my sunny days gone
Is there any place to stay warm
It's not easy when your gone
Tell me how I'm s'pose to go on
Right now I don't be strong

With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go

[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze

[Verse 2:]
My heart stuggles to beat yeah
I need a life line
And I would rather die
Before I, start to freeze yeah
Live my life in fear, no way

With the rain
Comes more pain
U never know (damn the weather)
Hard to hide
When I cry
This pain inside (ain't ge'n better)
Body shakes
I feel so numb (nuuumb)
I'm shiverin
Why did you go

[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze

[Bridge:]
I am so cold
My body's frozen
I am so cold
Frozen

Froze (my body is froze)
[X8]

[Chorus]
My body is froze
Every part of me cold
My hearts achin
And I can't breathe
Souls breakin
Minus 31 degreese
Nowhere else to go
Froze
[X2]

Baby ...

2008-12-25T23:49:00.003+08:00

Bby , u had changed alot . U told me that i had changed alot but i tried my best to be myself back and make u happy . U told me that i am not like before .. U knw why i am sad and always worried bout u ? Because i knw that u had to much pressure bout ur family probs . I cant bear to see u like this .. If u sad same goes to me dear .. I dont wanna see u sad .. Its hurts me alot . I mcg u several times but u only sent me just four sentence , that is " sorry for late reply " .. U knw how much its hurts me ? I just dont wanna end our rltnship just because of this .. But u make me wanna do it . I control myself .. I knw u love me so much , so do i baby ..
Dunno what to say anymore .. hope u will be like before ..

Sarang Heyo my baby gerl ..

Merry Christmas :D

2008-12-25T00:26:00.005+08:00

Hello ,
its Christmas Day today (:
My christmas gift is , i dont wanna lose nut forever . She is everything to me .
I cant bear to lose her . And that will be the greatest gift i ever had (:
Toodles ppl .
Night2 .
And ,
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

I love you nut , ♥ !

BOREDOMS !

2008-12-23T22:37:00.009+08:00

Eylooo . Boring sgnt kann so do a quiz .
Here u go ....

How long have you liked the person you currently like?
- Entahh ...

When is your birthday?
- 270894

What do you want right now?
- I want $$$ money beyb!

What's your favorite color?
- Blue , black && GREEN !

Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
- Nehh .

Do you like your first name?
- Oke2 lahhh .

Did you cry today?
- No !

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
- In my bed , sleeping .

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- Chatting , msging & listening to music .

What are you listening to?
- Songs .

What are you currently doing?
- Doing this lahhh . Haiyo !

Who last sent you a text message?
- Hmmm , not sure . (:

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
- No .

Do you miss anybody?
- Obviously ! durh !

Any plans for tomorrow?
- Not sure .

What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
- dunno .

Is there anyone you want to be with right now?
- My dear . (:

Are you going to be home alone tonight?
- Nehh .

Can you fill this out without lying?
- Yeah .

Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with the letter C?
- Nope .

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- Food . Lol .

Where was your default picture taken?
- Void deck .

Last time you walked further than a block?
- Like everyday . Lol .

Name someone that made you laugh today?
- Dunno .

When was the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
- A few months ago ):

How late did you stay up last night and why?
- 6am ? Online .

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
- No . I like my homeplace . (:

Which of your friends lives closet to you?
- Bynk ahh !

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
- Tgk dulu ahh . lol .

Do you prefer to call or text?
- Text . Lol .

Where are you at right now?
- My room . Infront of the com .

Was yesterday better than today?
- Yeah , much more better .

Can you live a day without TV?
- Tgk mood dulu .

Are you mad about anything?
- I guess nehh .

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
- Ermm , not sure .

Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
- Entahh .

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
- Forget .

Are you a bad influence?
- No .

Night out or night in?
- Out yaww !

What items could you not go without during the day?
- My phone , ez-link , money .

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
- NOOO ! Never !

Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
- Lala's granny . lol .

Last hug?
- Entahh .

Do you think it’s weird for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
- Entahh .

Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
- I take good care of my shoes bebeh .

What does the last text message in your inbox say?
- Kener bilang ehhy ?

Last person you talked to on the phone
- Hidayat !

Thats it yaww !
Goodnight ppl . (:

I'M MISSING YOU♥

2008-12-23T15:47:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I miss you so much,
I just want to rip you out of my dreams
and hug you!

2008-12-23T15:47:00.001+08:00

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

2008-12-22T01:13:00.001+08:00

Bby ,
I will wait for u to be a better n trusted gf .
I promise .

I love you .

2008-12-20T18:59:00.001+08:00

Hello ,
Yeah , i changed my skin .
Argghh , searching for the skin bout 20 mins .
hmm . yeahh . nth to post bout yaww .
byee ...

5 days we survived bby ,
♥151208 till present ...

2008-12-16T04:08:00.002+08:00

♥151208 !

Bby , i love you .

2008-12-13T16:25:00.001+08:00

Will be updating soon :D

2008-12-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today ehh ?
Hmm ,
Nothing much dudok kat umah and online .
thts all .

♥111208 gylerrr rbk !
Take care .
Byee !

2008-11-21T22:42:00.003+08:00

Heyy ,
Nak ckp aperh ehh . ?
owhhh yaahhh !
After sembahyang jumaat , went straight to hougang mall .
then gy library surfing the net . after that last round ronda2 kat situ
then straight home . hahah ..
gdnight !

chao !

2008-11-19T18:06:00.004+08:00

Heyy ,
This post will be a short one .
Did nothing today .
Slacked from morning to now .
Tmr will be the same i guess .
Same goes to the day after tmr .
hahah , yeah .

Chao !