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27 January 2009

1. Afifah
2. Athirah
3. Hidayat
4. Natasha
5. Amielia
6. Aquila
7. Akinn
8. Lala
9. Akin
10. Pontianak ! Huhu .
11. Sufi
12. Mannan
13. Wahyuni
14. Arifian
15. Shafiq Mok
16. Nabilah
17. Shafiqah SJAB
18. Shafiq Gigs
19. Ahlep
20. Fitri

Wow ! all malay name ehh ?
hahaha .. not to be racist ehh XD
Moving on.

1.How did you meet 14?
{Arifian} School. (:

2.What would you do if you never met 10?
{Pontianak !} Lucky gylerr ehh !

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated ?
{Fitri & Akin} Ewww ! Akin , kau jgn dated ngn bangla ehh (:

4.Did you ever like 19?
{Ahlep} Like as a friend (:

5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
{Aquila & Shafiqah SJAB} Itu kalau drgg lesbiana ehh . XD

6.Describe 3.
{Hidayat} His hobby is swimming . Every Sat , he will go swimming -.- .

7.Do you think 8 is attractive?
{Lala} Erm , entahh .

9.Do you know any of 12's family?
{Mannan} Totally No !

10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
{Sufi} That guy is straight okayy .

11.What language does 15 speak?
{Shafiq Mok} English, Malay etc. etc

12.Who is 9 going out with?
{Akin} Her partney , LALA !

13.How old is 16 now?
{Nabilah} 14, 15?

14.When was the last time you talked to 13?
{Wahyuni} Friday.

15.Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
{Athirah} Dier minah jiwangg ahh .

16.Would you date 7 ?
{Akinn} bolehh ahh ngn kakak horny . Opps , sorry !

17. Is 15 single ?
{Shafiq Mok} Yes !

18.What's 10's last name?
{Pontianak} Tu pmpn anak luar nikah tarrq ? hahahaha !

19.Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11 ?
{Sufi} Like i said , straight !

20.What school does 3 go to?
{Hidayat} XMS.

21.Where does 6 live?
{Aquila} Bishan .

22.Whats your favourite thing about 5?
{Amielia} dier ehh ? hmm , u guess ahh .

Aquila , i took it frm your blog ehh ..
jangan marahh (:



Forget you as a girlfriend , remember you as a friend .. How's that ? hahaha ..


It all ends here .

Yeahhh .. I guess it all ends here XD .. No more fight about this childish quarrel yeahh ? Thnks alot by the wayy .. But , are we still gonna be friends again ?


And Akin ! i still remember your advice okayy !


26 January 2009

I guess i made a mistake .. Wht i mean is super duper alot of mistake okayy . I just wanna sayy sorry to you for wht i done ..


Confused !

You asked me to change to the old me coz u hate it whn i changed it to the new me right ? Four your sacked , i changed for you okayy .. Yet , now u had changed to the new you ... I seriously dont understand okayy ..


25 January 2009

I just want you back but i knw , you wont let me be with you forever . I guess i shld just continue with my life and just forget about you along the wayy ..


erghhh !
23 January 2009

" Whd do you think man, you wanna end friendship just bcos of this? just stop being paranoid and dont wait for me, cos i dont think yr definition of the 'old me' will nvr come back again. Just move on and find someone with your standards/qualifications. Whoever it is. It wont be me . "

YEAHH , I seriously wanna end this friendship . Coz its the same thing if we continue our friendship coz we will fight about no reason and you ask me stop being paranoid ? Hello , u think you are 100% perfect . Not every human is perfect you see . I guess we will go our own wayy .. Its much better .. And do you realise tht just now i didnt even talk to you or look at you coz i knw tht if i will talk to you , you just say a few words .. And i dont even knw whyy your ' old you ' will nvr come back again ? Is it because of me you change ? I need an answer seriously .. Dont ever think tht i will wait for you coz if you were like this , who wants you back .. And i dont take someone who is the same standards/qualifications as me okayy . I treat every girl the same .. You could not tell okayy that it wont be you coz ' jodoh di atas tuhan ' . And you must believe this ... I guees you and yayat are getting closer yeahh .. I can see .. Hope you with him last long if someday you both stead .


Yeahh , i guess .
22 January 2009

" oh and you. well, im starting to regret every moment. i've been miserable. dont blieve, ask around . you think its great right. so far all i see is paranoid-ness . thts not love. my faked friendship? or those plastic words? im not seeing the full picture."

Yeahh .. i read this post okayy ... i knw you refering to me coz of my previous post right ? Wht you mean by starting to regret every moment ? Yeahh i knw thts not love because i knw you dont love me anymore . For wht you cared bout my previous post ? You dont love me anymore wht . Just treat my previous post not meant fr you i guess .
And Happy 14th Birthday To You . Are we still gonna continue our friendship or just end it here ? You decide .


erghhh !
21 January 2009

Yes , i am starting to store hatred for girls . I believe , i am starting to hate girls , being in relationship . and because of you* , your faked friendship , and had carved a place in my heart , everything i usually do , reminds me of you . its not cool okayy .


Terbelit nyer budak !
20 January 2009



Cintaku Dipermainkan (:
18 January 2009

Tidakkah engkau tahu sayang ,
Betapaku sayang padamu .
Engkaulah insan yg ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya .
Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku .
Kasih dan sayang kini tiada ,
Pilunya di hatiku ...

Kini kau berubah ...
Kau tak seperti dulu .
Mengapa sayang mengapa ,
Engkau jadi begini .

Kini aku menyesal mencintaimu .
Kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya .
Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan .
Engkau membuatku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang .

Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yg sudah kita bina .
Ini kalau tak sayang lagi berterus terang padaku .
Jangan lah engkau menyiksa ku .
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung ,
dugaan cinta yg kau beri terhadap diriku .

Sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu .
Kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu .
Cuba kau rasakan apa yg telah ku rasa .
Kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku .
Kini airmata pun mula mengalir .
Engkau masih belum berubah ,
Engkau tetap sama .

Kini aku meminta maaf ,
kerna hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu ohh sayang ...
Lepaskan aku ,
Bebaskan aku ,
Pergilah sayang
Jangan kembali lagi...
Ahh Ahh Ahh ..
Ahh Ahh Ahh ..
Ahh Ahh Ahh ..

Cintaku Dipermainkan ...


Memang Khilafku :)

Memang khilafku , Menyayangimu .
Memang khilafku , Menyintaimu .
Tapi ku tahu , Semua itu .
Tak akan kembali lagi .

Bukan ku pinta , Segunung janji .
Tidak ku harap , Sinaran ini .
Cuma ku ingin , Setulus kasih .
Bahagia kekal selamanya .

Oh ... , Oh Natasha ...
Senyummu , Enggan pergi .
Tawamu , Mengiringi .
Wajahmu , Ku terbayang .
Hadirmu...dalam mimpi .
Seumpama bidadari .
Potretmu , ku tetapi .
Mengharap kau kembali .

Memang ku rindu , Saat bersamamu .
Memang tak mampu , Melupakanmu .
Cuma ku mahu kau ada di sisiku .
Oh marilah oh sayangku ....


The Script - The Man Who Cant Be Moved !


The Man Who Cant Be Moved - The Script

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.


Still loving you :D
16 January 2009

Seriously In Love With You !


Fucking girl !
10 January 2009

EHHHH BUDAK !
Saper siaa terasa ?
Lu lehhh relek tepi suaaa ..
kau apahal siaa ?
tarrq puas hati lagyyy perhh ?
Kalau tarrq puas hati , kat skola kau face to face ahhh ngn aku ..
Ingat aper aku takot perrh siaa ngn kau ?
tolakk sikitt dah nangis ..
Kentalan bodow kau !
Nakk stepp maner nyer minah , EHH BOLEYH JALAN AHH KAU !
TAKDER HARAPAN NAK JADI MINAH BODOW KAU NAK MAMPOS !
Bagus siaa on last thursdayy kener tangkapp .. Serve you right bitch !
Mukerr & rambot mintakk kener sepakk siaa ..
Belakang aku nak stepp maner nyer kentalan minahh , kat skola mcm budak innocent mintak kener rembat siaa !
Kalau dah pengecot ckpp jer lahhh siaaa !
Babi btol !

Pheeeww , at last finish talking bout this mother fucking bitch girl !
Geramm siaa aku ngn dier ..
Btw Lala ori punyer not imitation , aku buat ni untk kau fr FREE ..
Takk ya charge aku , aku ihklas ..
Budak ni cumer kurang kasi sayang and kentalan jubs tapi nak step maner nyer Big Fuck ponn aku tak tawu .
Aku akan tolong kau smp dier dah apologise kat kau ..
Cheyy shah , mcm phm siaa ..
lol !
kk aku tawu aku busterd nyer anak tapi budak tu mmg tarrq puas hati , bagi ahhh .
lol .
k ahh , Bye people !


Nut , aku nak patch alekk ngn kau , tapi aku tawu kau taknk ..
Perangai aku dah over limit kau kann ?
thts whyy u dont wanna accept me back .
Love shah (:


08 January 2009



YEAH !
HURRICANES OVER !
AT LAST !


07 January 2009

Now you've changed .
You're not like before .
Why ?
Why did you become like this ?

Now I regret for loving you .
For my love have been betrayed
Till there's no limit .

My faith in love faded .
You make me love no longer .

Why did you betray ,
the love we've build ?
Now you don't love me ,
Please tell me

Don't you suffer me ?
I can't take it any longer .
The love that I gave
To myself ,
The heart cry
Until to your heart ,
You don't care about me
Like before .

Try to feel what I felt .
For I'm sure
You will regret my love .

My tears streamed down
You're not changing ,
You're still the same .

Now I'm asking for forgiveness .
For my heart has closed up ,
For you, my love .

I knw is like emotional .. But what to do ..


Its Over ..

Heyy , sorry if aku dah starting to avoid kau .. Ni bukan aku sengaje , but my life make me too .. i hate it seriously .. Whyy must this happened ehhh ... ? I tried not to avoid u but u make me like this .. I had changed since we broke up .. i knw lahhh kau ckpp u are not at my standard anymore .. but think ahhh seyhh , sooner or later kau akan jadi same as my standard .. it just the matter of time onlyy and patience ... But i still love you seriouslyy ... I will not sms u anymore until u started to sms me .. i will wait fr your sms ... And i cant bear to be seperated frm u . k ahhh .. thts all ppl .. otakk ngh blanko .. Dah takk tawu nak type aper lagyyy ... But i hope u will changed seriously .. No joke oke ..

I love you baby !


HELLO 2009 !
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